Me to You

Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Title__*::Nightmare..

Actually, i am quite lucky. Many people would have nightmares quite often (at least 1 in 6 months?) but i somehow managed to 'escape' and only have nightmares once in a while (1 in 1-2 years?). But last nite, i had a horrible nightmare. dreamt that there were fire 'dropping' down from the sky and there was no way to hide! (people in the dream are me, mummy and dear). everyone is running around to hide and the whole area is very chaotic. there is no where to hide except for a pavillion thingy that has also caught fire. To cut the story short, we heard a loud explosion and we all fell onto the ground to sort of take cover. Mummy sheltered me (my body) with her body and dear sheltered me (my head) with his hands. I felt so touched.. they actually protecting me with their own life! and somehow in the dream, i can feel that it would be the last time i would see them.. i kept crying and kissed them goodbye..

at the same time, i felt that i was so selfish. why is it my mummy and bf protecting me and not me protecting them? i know its a dream but i felt so bad.. why cant i be more self-less (?) and protect my loved ones also? I am so angry at myself.. =(

From me to you..

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