Me to You

Tuesday, October 17, 2006
Title__*::hiaz.. sianz..

haiz.. was helping one of my friend out with Photoshop just now. She is taking Digital Imaging unit this semester again and she still dunno how to use Photoshop! But she got better marks then me.. I know i shouldn't compare and shouldn't think this way.. Its really bad of me.. but i cant help it.. because she has no skills at all and her work shows no skills too.. i really wonder why she got higher marks then me.. =(

maybe its because the tutor wanted the final product to be more stylised and design based.. then say so lar! argh.. why tell me its ok and good when i showed him and make me happy, thinking i am on the right track and in the end, give me a shitty mark! argh.. dunno la.. ignore me and pardon me.. haha.. i jus wanna a space to vent my frustration..

and i dunno if u all know that i LOST A STACK OF MY PRECIOUS BABY PHOTOS (around 100+ of them i think) 3+ years ago..? haiz.. i still feel so so so so so sad about it.. and i really CURSE THE GUY WHO STOLE MY BAG!!! %*$&#!!!!! Argh..!! wanna steal my bag then steal.. but once u see baby photos and my medicine inside, return to me lar! why so bad!!! its been haunting me for so long.. and i still cant forgive myself for bringing MOST OF MY BABY PHOTOS out! ARGH!!! WHY WAS I SO STUPID?! whenever i think of it i would be super pissed about my self and sad that the photos are lost.. i tried to recover them but there are too much! i don't really remember which ones i took out.. and i had to go through ALL the old negetives to search them one by one.. i had been trying to do that for past few years but i still haven't finish yet.. really hope i can do something about it when i get back this year.. If there is anything that i really want, I WANT MY LOST BABY PHOTOS BACK!!! =(

From me to you..

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