Me to You

Friday, September 22, 2006
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just like any other normal day, today is no differnet at all.. probably e only diff is that some ppl wish me happy birthday over e net thats all.. but its different. its different from u actually celebrating it with frenz who can be right next to u.. and worst, no one noes its my brithday today in tassie.. =( and i have to work later.. i have the urge to tell ppl that i see today that its my birthday! but i chose not to.. dun wanna sound like i am desperate for someone to wish me happy birthday or give ppl e wrong idea that i am expecting some gifts or what.. haiz.. i jus want someone to celebrate w me..

i try not to think so sadly abt it but its hard la.. esp when u wake up facing four walls everyday and nite.. not much ppl to talk to and there is only u and e comp and e TV in ur room.. and its worst when ppl ask me "how u plan to celebrate ur birthday?" and "how did u celebrate ur 21st birthday? what u did?" (i am not shooting at anyone here who did that. i m jus writing out my feelings thats all.. sry if i made u feel bad or angry or what..) haiz.. dunno la.. sound so depress.. ha.. i m la.. but i wud be alright I THINK.. haha..

its e loneliest birthday i ever had.. feels like i am thrown into e north pole and i am standing in e middle of no where, with huge area of ice land around me and strong blizzard showering on me - want to run but no where to run (coz everywhere is ice and its e same.. no shelter).. facing this 'problem' (the blizzard) all alone and dunno what to do at all.. mind is in a complete blank.. feel so... STUCK? i dunno.. ha..

sound so emotional hor? haha.. dun worry.. i wud be fine once i get busy again.. haha.. lalala...~

From me to you..

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