Me to You

Thursday, August 17, 2006
Title__*::life..

hmm.. sometimes, some things that are very precious and important in your life is taken away from u and u would wonder why on earth does these bad things happens to u.. sometimes, things that you dun deserves or may u dun think u deserves actually comes to you and would u wonder y it has happened? would you cheerish it or would u take it for granted? sometimes we know that we should cheerish it but because it has 'come so easily', we actually forgot abt it most of e time and took it for granted..!

and i hate it when i realise such stupid mistakes i make some time.. and some things cant be change once its done.. and i would regret for life.. haiz..

and despite the times where i had taken ppl and things for granted, i am actually being blessed w such a gd guy.. a stupid one though.. haha.. =P if he is not stupid why would he be willing to wait for a gal for 3 years? i surely dun feel i am worth 3 years of one's life.. and if he is not stupid, why would he fly all e way to australia last year and spend 1+ k jus to spend our 2nd anniversary together? and only stayed for 7 days..

and me, e taking things for granted one, haven done much for this stupid dum dum yet.. and i am actually being more n more selfish.. in one of my previous post, i actually said that i would be going back singapore late right? around end of Dec like that.. because of a v interesting course that has been offered.. and because of this course, i have less time to spend with him and my frenz n family in singapore as i would only be able to go back end of Dec and spend abt 2 mth or less in singapore..

AGAIN, now, there is a summer course that has came out and it is from 10-19 jan.. 9 days course only! and i would be able to get the same credit as a unit which we usually need 1 semster to do! shiok right? and the fees is half the price of normal one.. so.. i was tempted by it.. and being so supportive, he actually encouraged me to do this course! but if i do, we would really have no time to spend together when i m back in singapore le.. coz his sch would have started already.. haiz..

after much consideration, i have actually more or less decided to go for the summer school as there is alot of benefits to it.. however, i feel is v selfish or me.. esp when u have someone so understanding and supportive by your side.. somehow i feel v bad towards him.. =(

sometimes i would wonder what have i done in my previous life to deserve such a gd man? and the funny thign is that when u r given a gd thing u qn abt it.. when u r given a bad thing. u would also qn abt it. e.g. ask y do u deserve this punishment or sth like that.. somehow, man is always not satisfied with what he is given.. haha..

i guess this is life!

From me to you..

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