hmm.. past week was alright for me.. except that i starting to find it hard to juggle between work and sch now.. esp when i wanna perform well this semester n need more time in sch but work place ppl need me to help them work on certain days which means less time to spend on sch work.. haiz.. but they need help n i cant turn them down when i have no class on that day.. its hard to lie.. so i m sort of stuck in between..
and also, as my bdae is getting nearer, e more 'lonely' i feel.. dunno what word to describe lar.. coz i see so many ppl having 21st bdae party.. and its e 'IN' topic to talk abt at our age - 21 yrs old.. n i tot to myself.. izit really that impt to celebrate this 21st bdae? y not 22? 20? but 21?? haha.. but the tot that i m gonna celebrate (dunno if i would celebrate even) my 21st bdae here is still sad.. dunno y.. n e tot that i dun even noe what to do on that day is even more sad.. haha.. dunno lar.. somehow, sometimes, its just another day.. maybe a day that is slightly more special then other 364 days.. but its still, ANOTHER DAY.. haha.. this post is v contridicting.. dunno lar.. just some random tots..