Me to You

Saturday, July 15, 2006
Title__*::lonely.. sad..

haiz.. dunno y my world is suddenly upside down again after taking back my results.. so many things had happened n many things actually demoralised me alot.. i had so many things in my mind n i have no one to turn to.. this feeling sucks.. i m not blaming anyone.. its jus taht i hate to be in this kind of situation.. i depend too much on dear most of e time.. n when he cant have e time for me, i die.. i cant really slp last nite as there is really too much stuff in my head.. i slept at abt 2+ am i think.. n woke up in e middle of e nite, i dunno what time.. n after sometime, then i managed to slp again.. haiz..

another thing is that i have just joined e singapore student society n i m really excited abt meeting new frenz! singaporeans! but coz of that incident, i m really scared now.. i hate to give ppl bad impression abt me.. argh.. i will still be going for their BBQ.. but there is a national day celebration in a hotel ballroom next month n i dunno if i wanna go or not.. deep down, i really wanna go.. BUT i dun have all e stuff needed to go! like formal evening gown, matching jewelleries, makeup etc.. i dun wanna rush in to buy all e stuff now as i noe its not gonna be nice when u rush abt stuff.. n i dun wanna "waste" money on these as i m on a budget trip.. haiz.. dunno lar..

sch is starting le n i m really starting to feel e stress now.. dunno y.. guess coz i m actually helping my boss out w e menu design n i haven finish it n i have to start preparing some stuff for e sch re-open n i still need to work.. kinda hard for time.. haiz..

there so so so much more things that is on my mind.. i cant help it.. it jus stays there.. i cant really concentrate on my work yesterday.. n i made so much mistakes.. my boss even ask me if i m ok or not.. like y i suddenly make so much mistakes yesterday.. haiz.. i jus had to smile at him n say i m alright.. =(

From me to you..

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