Me to You

Monday, July 03, 2006
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haiz.. have been thinking 4 v long abt whether i should post this blog or not.. i m someone who keeps alot of stuff to myself.. esp things that r more personal.. but.. anyway.. here goes.. (p.s. Ben, if u r reading this, pls dun tell mummy k?? thanx..)

i have been feeling v v bad abt not giving my frenz enough time.. when i m in singapore n even worst when i m in tassie now.. i feel worst when ppl ard me r going thru difficult times n i cant even give them a simple hug.. =(

even though i had some close frenz from sec sch to jc.. but i dunno y i still feel a sense of loneliness deep inside me.. i m sorry to say so.. but i know that no matter how close we r, we r still not e closes fren right..? which means that in e end, i really dun have a really CLOSE fren..

i also admire those w such close frenz.. frenz who always meet up.. able to share all ur worries abt.. n always be there 4 u.. i have always told dear abt how i envy him when he can stay in touch w his primary sch frenz 4 so long.. even though they also tok cramp when they r together ( u noe guys..) but when u really need help, they will always be there.. i m not saying that i dun have frenz who would help me when i need help or what, i know i do.. =) but u noe, its jus that kind of feeling which tells u that u r non of ur fren's BEST FREN.. which somehow makes me feel lost, n lonely.. dunno y.. haiz.. jus toking crap.. ignore me.. haha..

From me to you..

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