Me to You

Sunday, June 04, 2006
Title__*::death..

this is another thing which is linked to the title death.. apart from the news on e baby, the wife of my landlord has been admitted to the hospital for nearly a week le.. and she is still not back yet..

she is 92 years old le i think.. while e landlord is 80++ (not sure how old).. all i noe is that e landlord is younger than his wife.. the land lord is a very very nice man.. feels like he is my grandpa like that! haha.. coz he calls me darling.. haha.. feels like one of those ppl in those ang moh movies.. its a v sweet feeling as i have never seen any of my grandpa b4.. both passed away b4 i knew them.. so having a 'grandpa' now is a v sweet thing..

although i have never seen his wife b4 (coz she s always in her room.. she cant really walk around alot and most of e time she is seeping.. and she is sick i heard..) i feel sad that she is in e hospital now.. she was admitted to e hospital as she was in a coma one day.. (they guess that she forgot that she had already taken her medicines and took again.. so she had 2 dosage of sleeping pills.. thats y they cant wake her up.. quite scary..

max, e landlord, was v nice.. i was going out of e house to come sch when he asked me if i need a lift from him.. he is going to visit his wife.. out of courtesy, i asked him abt his wife.. and he told me that she is not too good.. suddenly, e always smiling and cheerful grandpa seem so sad.. but he put back his smile within a second after that.. can feel thatt he is putting on a strong front..

this makes me wonder how am i going to face deaths in e family in future? i noe its something that will come one day (to be truthful..) but yet, i dun wanna that day to come at all.. going through my pet's death is already a v sad thing to go thru.. honestly, it is still hunting me now.. even its been a year already.. i remember going to my pet's grave when i went back to singapore last year.. b4 i could even reach e spot, i am already crying.. when i reach e spot, even though all i could see is jus a patch of grass, i noe win win is down there.. right underneath e grass.. i stared at e grass as if i am staring at win win.. =`( haiz.. cant help tearing again when i am typing this now.. i just cant imagine it.. its jus a pet.. and its been w me for only 3 yrs ++ and i am already so sad.. what abt ppl whom i have been w for so many years?? i dun wanna think abt it..

sorry for putting up a sad entry again..

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