Me to You

Monday, March 06, 2006
Title__*::stress

hmm.. may seem like i am having a gd time here but i dun think so.. have been feeling v pek chek these days due to e stuff around me.. sch works starting to pile up n datelines 4 many projects are comming soon.. house is always either super noisy (housemates toking and singing loudly early in e morning n late at night) or super quite (no one in the house.. e house doesn't feel like a house at all.. feels lk ppl treat it as a place to eat, shit n slp tts all..)

leslyn is ALWAYS complaining abt the 2 china guy to me n keep telling me how much she has done 4 e house n she is giving up on e hse now.. yet i keep see her going to supermarkets with them n toking so happily w them.. weird..

because of all these, i have been thinking of moving house.. but looking for a house now is so so so tough!~ (n e standard of e hse i want is quite high too) kept weighing e pros n cons of me moving house n till now, though i m already looking at houses, i cant really decide if i should move or not.. running is not the way to solve probs..

and i thinking of getting a job so that i can earn some extra cash.. but its hard to find a job too.. jus send out 2 resume.. but i m worried that i may neglect my homework if i start to work.. sianz.. i cant afford to fail any of my subjects coz i wanna a nice record.. (application to MOE is quite strict i think..)

all these stuff are outting pressure on me so much tt i become so tempremental.. it also gives me poor memory (i jus missed an excursion coz i 4got abt it..).. wonder how can i get out of all these things.. really looking forward to go back to singapore.. studying overseas is not for anybody.. haiz..

but dun worry ppl.. i m jus need a place to complain thats all.. i wud die if i keep all these to myself.. =X hehe.. i believe tt i am strong enough to handle all these probs.. i jus need time thats all.. =)

From me to you..

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