haiz.. dunno izit me suay or e boss is my jinx.. had my 2nd day of handling e whole shop alone this morning.. sort of a 2nd test 4 me.. i couldn't slp for e past to nites coz i keep thinking of how i could improve on my speed..
this morning, everything went on smoothly as i had planned.. my speed improved tremendously.. things r within my control.. n i m v happy!! feel so gd abt myself coz i improved n met my target!!
then e boss came.. he asked me how was everything n i happily ans him its good! he look so happy n pleased w my work.. asked me alot of things n have done everything.. then i prepare to cook e fried noodles.. i put e oil into e wok n went to get e ingredients while e oil is heated up..(same as what all others wud do..) jus as i was taking e ingredients, e boss tok to me.. ask me some stuff.. (i was back facing e kitchen btw..) n all of a sudden, e boss face changed!! i turn n look at e kitchen n e wok caught fire!! OMG... i was so shocked and at e same time, tot to myself 'why am i so suay!!!!' shit man!~ the boss quickly went to put out e fire.. n b4 he mangae to do that, lady boss came! woa lau.. its e worst things can happen man.. lady boss was lk: "what happened!! oh my god.. this is so dangerous!" then boss put out e fire n look at me at say:" next time dun leave e wok like that ok? its very dangerous. when its too hot it catches fire. try to pay attention to e wok after u add in e oil. and next time if it happens again, put out the fire with a damp cloth ok yushi?" then e lady boss said:"you wun want it to happen again.. its so dangerous..!!" then e boss said:"JUS IN CASE IT HAPPENS AGAIN.."
woa lau.. i really dunno where to hide man.. and he sound till like he cant trust me to do anything well at all.. sianz.. everything was so well untill e boss came.. everytime like that!! is e boss my jinx?? or m i jus suay??
i was so hurt by his comment n e way he look at me n e way he qn me if i have done this n if i had done that.. feels like he dun trust me at all.. shit man.. maybe i m not fit for this job at all.. haiz.. should i quit? my face n hands getting worst.. oimles everywhere n my hands so smelly n crumpled.. gals at my age wud wanna look pretty.. not look haggard.. haiz.. i would try another time n see how.. trying not to give up so easily.. its hard to get a job nowadays.. anyway, dun worry ppl.. i am not hurt by e fire.. jus shocked thats all.. =)