Me to You

Sunday, August 14, 2005
Title__*::home..

haiz.. all these things that are happening around me is driving me nuts.. trying to be strong now but i dunno how long i can deal w it.. i keep telling myself to be strong n pick myself up.. but everytime after i tried so hard to be strong again, A would do something stupid or carzy again that hit me down again..

so scared tt i will become crazy as i can feel tt i start to be more n more super hyper sensitive to my surroundings.. cant really slp in peace or bathe in peace at all.. feel v tense up.. trying to relax by watching DVDs but its only 4 tt moment only.. sometimes even while watching e DVD i suddenly feel tt i m not really paying attention to wats going on in e movie but wats going on outside my room.. hate this feeling man..

really wanna go home now.. finally realise y they always say 'there is no place like home'.. suddenly recalled of Kit Chan's 'Home'.. and the lyrics are so true for me.. esp that part where it says:

"this is home, truely, where i know i must be, this is where i wun be alone.. for this is where i know its home.. for this is where... i know... i'm home..."

jus wanna tell u guys how important you all are to me.. sorry if i wasn't that gd to u all or din really make much efforts to keep in touch w u all in e past.. its only now then i realise how fortunate i am to have such a great group of frenz like u all!!

realise that now, alot of us starts to realise things that we had never really noticed b4.. dunno izit that this is the part of life where everyone will go thru n sort of a learning path into the 'adult world'.. but i will try my best to take up this challange n conquer it! if my dumb dumb can do it, so can i!

lastly, jus wanna tell u ppl to jia you and take care ok? can email me if u all need me anytime.. i will try my best to help.. i promise.. cant do much except to mentally support u all now.. hope it helps.. =)

From me to you..

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